Bears having a nice happy night. A doodle

I want to scream. I want to lay on my back and kick and howl until my mother comes and sings to me or something. Today I am going to the doctor. This is some kind of a fact mission so I have all the details of all my illnesses written on paper for all the various government bodies that keep questioning it. Bob Marley is playing in background and that is settling me a little. I cannot figure out what files I need. They do not make any sense. I am exhausted intellectually and I have lost much clarity. How many times have I rewritten this. Every line is filled with mistakes or nonsensical grammar (except this one, I must be concentrating harder)

A few minutes ago a letter arrived from the tribunal. They have given me a date for the hearing to squash the termination notice. It is on the 28th March. The birthday of my brother who committed suicide……… and the date of the court hearing for assault. That is correct. There are 365 days in a year. There is only one of those days that would have stopped me attending a tribunal hearing and that is it! I cannot be in Gosford and Wyong on the same day. I want to scream for mercy. I am so ill and in pain all day. Isn’t there anyone who can make sense of this horror and put the red queen back into her box without me having to take it all on my shoulders?

I rang them at the tribunal and they told me I should send the documents immediately and ask for an adjournment. But, OH, the documents were due to leave the building shortly and I probably would not catch them. Is anyone feeling a sense of reality stretching into a place of real malice where all is shit?

I have turned the order to turn up at court and the order from the tribunal into pdf files and emailed them to the tribunal. Remember Section 78 of the Consumer Trader & Tenancy Tribunal Act 2001 does not allow for the emailing of notices or documents in relation to CTTT proceedings, including submissions, summons and evidentiary material. from yesterday

They were very nice about it yesterday and although I want to believe they will be as helpful today I do not know it for sure