I am going to try and get through this but my health is collapsed right now.

They took me to Gosford Hospital this morning and I went through a whole wad of questions and tests in the Neuropathology section of that hospital. I was informed there are a lot more tests to go. They are looking for a Transient Ischemic Attack, or a migraine or crush in the spine. The tests are to include various MRI and CT-scan and other tests. There are two new prescriptions to try and limit damage I guess.

The trip to hospital has exhausted me and there is a huge pain in my chest. I cannot tell if it is from my back or heart but it doesn’t matter there are not enough days in the month or life left in me to take on any more even if it is life-saving. I am not well enough to go to hospital and start another round of tests and I do not have enough money to get a taxi home with all the bills to pay to get through courts and Tribunals.

The Wyong X-ray clinic rang a few moments ago to ask if they could start the testing on Thursday. The agents have decided to do an inspection on Friday and I have community services coming on Thursday to try and get something done. I am not well enough to take on anything more. There is a whole pile of paperwork due as evidence in my attempt to stop the termination of my tenancy and that is due by the 14th. On the 15th there is an ultra sound at Kanwal. On the 18th there is an appointment with the legal aid solicitor to go over the evidence and prepare the case for the 28th or 30th. The is incoming evidence I need to browse for the Tribunal case coming from the estate agent on the 28th also.

Now I am going back to bed and hang on!

A few hours later I have had a pipe of the Cherry Cavendish tobacco from Alexander’s and a little sleep. Chest pain is down. The doctor told me to quit smoking today apparently a pipe a month or so is dangerous. You have to laugh don’t you. Did I mention I ordered a hot-water bottle from Ebay last night. I cannot seem to get my feet warm even under the feather quilts now that the temperature has dropped. I like using hot water bottles and snuggling down into the quilts

Oh yeah… I keep editing this as I remember stuff I had forgotten to cover…. Some pay came in so I have grocery money and things. Big relief there!