Insomnia

4:19 am. I think I am in a little trouble just now. Five days of really savage pain surges. Feeling very ill on top of that.

Borrowed from online

Borrowed from online

The weather keeps running from quite hot to cold in the course of a few hours and I guess that is adding to the pain burden.

I have noticed a slowing of the intellect when I play computer games or attempt anything complex so the stress of being this unwell has started the me/cfs back on its course. I have been able to get to the grocery store twice over the past few days but have not been able to plan for meals or stay long so there is very little food> I am dreading having to go out and get more tomorrow. I have to go out if it hurts or not.

Worse I have to get some meds for the diabetes and that means catching the chemist before twelve midday when they close which will add another level of shagged to my plight. The pain relief I have is not up to periods like this.

My temper is frayed and I feel some desperation. I want a hug and someone to make me breakfast so I can rest and have a chance of relief but you don’t get that living alone.

Little things are starting to happen, a slight eye infection, a tooth and ear ache. The whiplash damage in my neck has contributed to almost constant headaches for the whole week. I am really too ill to not sleep at all so I might give the meds a miss and just suffer until Monday. I think this entry made sense, I wrote something earlier tonight that was close to gibberish and looked more angry than thoughtful.

Really really crap! The image is from the internet somewhere, can’t remember where though. It seems appropriate

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