Ill
Damn it has become a little scary. Started getting unwell on Xmas eve, managed to eat some pate, crackers and cherries but then hit the sack.
Stayed there most of xmas day and today hoping it would improve but much worse now. I think the bad teeth have gone toxic and there is some blood poisoning. Bad thing to have in one’s face. That’s all I can cope with typing, just wanted it recorded
Back to bed
Several days later has seen nights of relentless migraines and bouts of fever.
Several anti biotic capsules someone had left in the cupboard have been utilized and seem to have eased the symptoms but it is still difficult to get far from bed and still weak as a kitten and dizzy.
There have been opportunities over the last few days to shower and shave as well as as making at least one meal a day and usually two before retiring again. Luckily this year the fridge and pantry were stocked right up prior to Christmas so there is food. No milk apart from the emergency powdered stuff.
You would wonder how someone fares emotionally in such relentless bouts of illness. In recent years I have come to recognize that allowing any emotions at all uses up energy and so there is nothing apart from a hollowness in the pit of the stomach that may be related to some suppressed emotion.
Managed to eat just a moment ago, burgers even! Weak and bound for bed now