A whole hippo full of self pity

The tingling has stopped. I should not be in here yet. There is a bag with medical records, phone and a toothbrush ready in case I give in and call an ambulance. I will try to avoid that despite being keen and smart the people at the hospital never find anything when I have strokes […]

pins and needles

I should not be doing this right now but I need to keep the record solid. The left side of my face feels heavy and there are painful pins and needles in my lips, under my hairline and around my eye all on the left side. I have been exhausted all day but unable to […]

Is it murder?

The pain has eased a great deal this morning. There is some kind of pain in the left side of my chest that feels as though something has lodged there but overall the levels are lower. My limbs feel weak. I can push through all that. I am amazed at the technology we have at […]

Still sleepless

Sorry, I know this is a lot of entries. There is nothing I can do. The painkillers have finally given me a reasonable amount of relief but I cannot stop my mind wondering over the things worrying me. I cannot sit in the dark, read a book, watch TV or eat another comfort sandwich. Probably […]